i'm so dead beat aft meetin ck n ros fer sushi session, tryin to stuff as much as i can to ferget my sadness by it din work out at all.. we sat at cavana n while they're talkin their things n i jus open my eyetap silentli, delvin called, he try to imply me to get in a new relationship in order to get out of tis but i jus dun wan n get piss n hang his phone n carry on my silent cryin again...
y cant e hell he dun be so stern, i cant take it to jus wait like a stoopid cock fer his call neither will i call him cos my face lei, but nise was rite, love impt of e fukin face impt? haiz, i'm so confused, so i jus fuck him up fer not callin mi or i shall jus talk niceli to him? i feel so vexed n tired but i jus cant slp, i noe i'm not gonna have a gd slp endless i settle all this..
shan is a bloodi loser when come to love.. i miss him.. i reali do.. *yawn* will i call him???
11:51 PM;
N ME
Shanni
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